Friday, March 19, 2021

LIKE A ROARING LION - WORD FROM THE LORD


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I received a word from the Lord this morning.  Usually I wait for confirmations after I receive a word from Him, before I send it out.  However, this time it was different.  I received the confirmations beforehand. A book on my bookshelf fell over and the name of the book is "Roaring Lion".  Somehow it arrested my attention.  Then later the day I visited my mother, during which she started to talk to me about a sermon she was listening to called "The Roar of the Lion of Judah".  I still did not make anything of it, not connecting the dots as yet, but then I woke up this morning and heard in my spirit, "Brave and Courageous One".  That made me think of how the Lord encouraged Joshua and the ones that were to passover into the Promised Land.  Still not making too much of it, I walked into my art room, and was arrested in my spirit by the painting I made last year called, "The Coming King" of the Lion of Judah.  At this point I was keenly aware that Father wanted to say something, but still no idea what.  Reading my Proverbs of the day, one of the verses is about the wrath of the king that is as the roaring of a lion.  I received two more confirmations after this.  Needless to say that He wants us to take note.  As the morning progressed, He gave me this word.  But before we get into this word, I want to tell you of a dream I had, which He reminded me about this morning, that I had about 5 years ago.  I knew the interpretation of the dream, but not the timing or for who.  I believe that today is that timing, the kairos moment that He has preordained.  So let's start with the dream and the interpretation.

DREAM

I dreamed that I was walking with my husband, my daughter and with other people going up a very steep hil.  I was ahead of my husband and my daughter was right at the bottom, riding a tricycle.  The reason my husband was behind me was because he was completely engrossed with what people around him were saying to him.  Not at all focused on where he was going.  The other thing that was strange was the fact that my daughter was riding this tricycle, which was completely inappropriate for her age, being 11 yrs old then.  She was right at the bottom of the hill and riding in circles.  As I reached the top, I saw these two massive lions sitting.  They were both a dirty red color.  I was very aware of them and made sure that they did not see me.  As I turned the corner, a whole crowd came up walking in my direction.  I immediately started to warn them about the lions and that they should turn left into the other road to avoid them.  Most of them immediately turned left. However, some of them got so frightened that they ran to the side, fell to the ground and proceeded to throw red dust on themselves, as to camouflage themselves.  Somehow in my dream I was aware that my husband and daughter would not listen to my warning.  End of dream.

INTERPRETATION

The dream as a whole is talking about a specific time, which I believe is now.  The hill speaks of the highway of holiness, which is indeed a very steep hill.  Our growth in the Lord so to speak.  My husband and my daughter are types and shadows of the church.  Some are not focused on their growth with the Lord in holiness.  My husband resembles those that are not focused, but the cares of this world and what this world has to offer is the most important to them.  My daughter represents those who have stagnated in their growth, enjoying life on their "tricycle" and riding in circles, never going from strength to strength.  They were left behind so to speak, also not having the ears to heed the warning.  The two lions speaks of destruction.  Not one, but two that is about to come upon this earth.  We often see lions in a case like this as the enemy, which very well could be the case, as the Lord uses the enemy to excecute His judgment on this world.  The people coming from the other side of the hill resembles the church who has matured in Christ, as they were on top of the hill.  They will heed the warning as they were quick to "change their way" and to avoid the coming attack.  Those who went from out of them to dive into the sand and to camouflage themselves, are those that when destruction will come, will fear and this fear will cause them to compromise, hence why they covered themselves in the same "color" of the two lions.  

And now for the word Father gave me this morning.


 LIKE A ROARING LION

Warn My people that I am about to roar. Just as the earth shakes and trembles at the roar of a lion, so I now, the LION OF JUDAH, is about to roar.

My bold and courageous ones will not fear as they stand in the midst of the Jordan to passover.

Passover into the promise that is only by faith. For the waters will not overwhelm them as My ark goes before them. For I am the Ark and I am the LION OF JUDAH. Once more I have said that I will shake the earth. That which is built on Me will stand, but that which is not will be shaken by My roar. For My wrath is kindled against the earth. It is kindled against the bloodshed and rebellion - against Me.

No one takes heed to the hour, for whilst they say, peace and safety, sudden destruction will come! Those that are asleep will be caught off guard. But you my HOLY ONES are not of the night. You who have watched and prayed will see Me soon.

Prepare! Prepare! Watch and pray until I come. For soon this earth will reel and all will be shaken by My roar. They will tremble at My roar when they should have trembled at My word.  They will be forsaken in My judgment and cry out to Me, but it will be too late.

Prepare My Bride for I am about to roar.


I come.

Scripture ref:

Hosea 5:14

For I shall be unto Ephraim as a lion and as a young lion to the house of Judah. I, even I, will tear and go away. I will take away, and none shall rescue him

Hosea 13:7

Therefore, I will be unto them as a lion, as a leopard by the way will I observe them.

Proverbs 23: 13

The slothful man saith, Thete is a lion without, I shall be slain in the streets.

Proverbs 19: 12

The Kings wrath is like the roaring of a lion, but His favor is as the dew upon the grass.

Hebrews 12: 25 - 29

See that ye refuse not Him that speaketh. For if they esacaped not who refused him that spake on earth, much more shall not we escape, if we turn away from Him that speaketh from heaven.

Whose voice then shook the earth: but now he hath promised, saying, Yet once more I shake not the earth: but now he hath promised, saying, Yet once more I shake not the earth only, but also heaven.

And this word, Yet once more, signifieth the removing of those things that are shaken, as of things that are made, that those things which cannot be shaken may remain.

Wherefore we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved, let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably with reference and godly fear:

For our God is a comsuming fire

Tuesday, March 16, 2021

WHO IS GOD?


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The more I have to do with God, the more I am confronted with who I am.  As someone once said, “It takes God to know man.”  Our view of ourselves is drastically changed the moment He shows up.  Like Isaiah we say, “Woe is me, for I am a man with unclean lips”.  Why did the Spirit lead him to write, “I am a man”?  It is not as if he did not know this.  But the moment He came into God’s presence, he was confronted with the fact that he is a man, standing in God’s Holy presence. 

Apparently it is hard pressed on the Father’s heart for me to bring this post.  I have not been able to get it out of my mind ever since I wrote it, and the confirmations I have received that He would like me to post it has been overwhelming.  Considering the subject matter I can only think that it has eternal consequences and that it is not only for now, but for what is to come.  It lays heavy on my own heart as well, as I see that this world is even now increasingly being confronted with this very same question.  Can we truly define God?  Yes, I suppose we can quote some scripture about how He is Spirit, He is love, holy and more.  But in itself if we are to define Him, that would be making Him less than what He is, which is God.  And because as man, who cannot define God, He has forever been showing us exactly who He is.  But have we heard Him?  Have we seen?  And can we be the same once we have heard and seen? 

One of those occasions in history that He has clearly spoken is during the holocaust.  We have been inundated with literature and documentaries and interviews about it.  After all these years it has in fact never stopped.  And somehow the overall focus has been the struggle, agony and extreme loss in the face of death at the hands of a dictator and his people.  It is always heartbreaking to listen to this.  When the Jews came out of the camps, there is one creed that they have said and have ever been holding on to.  “Never Again!” This was their solemn proclamation over themselves as a nation after the devastation of the holocaust.  And not only “Never Again!”, but it seems through all the years it is also “Never Forget!” And so I have to wonder why the question that may or may not have been on their minds were never answered.  A question they did not dare to consider, because it would ultimately devastate all their categories and who they are, even now up to this point. 

And this question is, “Why was God silent?”  or in other words, “How come God allowed this?  It is said that even their babies were thrown into the air to be caught on the baronets of the soldiers as their entertainment.  How their scientists and scholars were made to lay in the middle of the street so that a tank could drive over them, crushing them whilst still alive.  And there are so many more accounts with the same level of cruel and violent rage.  And to answer this question of “Why was God silent and why did God allow this?” was maybe addressed by secular and religious scholars, but not by the Jews.  How does one consolidate the heartache of this world with a loving God, who calls Himself our Father?  Many were disillusioned and many an atheist was born as their view of God changed during this horrific time.  They did not understand the “why?”

And in the same way this question has to be raised about the greatest holocaust ever, the holocaust of the Son of Man.  We are in danger of answering this question from a doctrinal view and not from the reality that it was.  A slaughtering of a son by His own Father.  It is easier to put a religious ring to it and hold the type and shadow of the Passover Lamb right next to it, and ascribe to the doctrinal truth, yet be devoid of the reality of it.  And yet it behooves us to sit with this question and to take it apart.  To meditate on it and ask ourselves what this says about God.  To allow Him to undo our romanticizing of the cross and ask the pertinent questions of “What does this say of God?” or more importantly, the question He wishes to bring to you…”Who do you say I am?” 

As I said at the beginning quoting Isaiah, that it takes God to know man.  Because when you know God as He truly is, the same cry will come from your innermost being…”woe is me, I am a man…”  The holocaust of the cross is the statement of my sin in the same way that the holocaust of the Jews were the statement of their sin.  The magnitude of the suffering on the cross is relative to the magnitude of my sin.  Our presumption upon God, deciding what we think He will allow or not allow is the issue of our pride, and therefore the holocaust.  The fact that we have made Him in our image, to the point that He has to say…

Psalm 50: 21

21 These things hast thou done, and I kept silence; thou thoughtest that I was altogether such an one as thyself: but I will reprove thee, and set them in order before thine eyes.

And so to disillusion us from this image we have made of Him, He devastates us in judgment, of which the Cross is the supreme expression.  And in His wisdom by this demonstration we may both know His judgment and mercy.  But we refuse to want to see God like that.  Maybe on sinners and those who deserve it, but surely not His children. Surely not those who love Him, who has given all and forsaken all? Surely not those who live in holiness?  The issue is not whether we have done something wrong and now deserve the discipline as His children.  There is a time for this.  What He is addressing is His judgment on our image we have made of Him. 

We refuse to consider Job.  We want to take that account apart and bring a cause and consequence to the table.  After all, is that not how this world works?  But God is not like us.  His ways are not our ways and His thoughts are higher than ours.  We would like His wisdom to comfort us as our Father.  However, there is also the wisdom of God that exceeds our understanding that even devastates our view of Him.  And that is the intention of His judgment, also the one to come upon this world. 

The failure to receive the statement of God in the death and resurrection of Jesus and every subsequent suffering in my life, lies at the heart of why we do not know Him as He is, and therefore it must happen again and again in our lives.  Every issue of suffering raises the issue of God.  Your divorce, the illness that racks your body, suicide, murder, child abuse, poverty and rape.   They all ask ‘Why?”  And “Where was God?”  How can a God who is just, righteous, all seeing and all powerful allow these things to happen?  And in order to settle our distaste and disappointment in God for not intervening, we revert back to cause and consequence.  I or they did that, so therefore this must happen.  Linear thinking.  But God is all together other!  As my close friend said after her husband died in her arms of a heart attack, leaving her with her broken hearted teenage girls that adored there father, “And He calls Himself loving!  He could have stopped it, but He chose not to!” And for her at that moment it defined Him and not her.  Because she did not consider that as God, by definition He can do so without her ever understanding why.  In fact in that very moment when she cried out to Him to revive her husband’s lifeless body lying in her arms, whilst bargaining and making promises of doing whatever He asks as long as He gave her husband back, the answer came.  “You may not know why now, but one day you will understand”.  And anybody who have gone through such trauma knows that, that answer will just not “cut it”.  We want answers.  We want an explanation.  And so we fail to see what is said the loudest in what has happened – BECAUSE I AM GOD. 

Our pride riles against this.  We cry foul and search for answers, but refuse to believe this.  Refuse to accept this because when there is a wrong, there has to be accountability.  But God is God!  How many people turned their back on God because they were unable to console there view of God with who He is in the time of the holocaust?  Unable to accept that God can do as He wants, answers to nobody and is sovereign in all He does.  And does this not actually shed the light on whether we truly believe and know that our lives are not our own? 

Let’s go back to Job.  When all was said and done, when he lost house, family, friends, possessions and was scraping scabs of his body, racked with sickness too terrible to look at, and cursing the day he was born, he came to an ultimate conclusion, written in chapter 42.

Job 42: 5 – 6

I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear: but now mine eye seeth thee.

Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes.

At the heart of the book of Job is who Job is and who God is.  And this is the heart of all God’s dealing with you.  Nominal religion, which is God in our own image, constitute the rejection of God whilst at the same time seemingly celebrating Him as God.  This is why He has to shatter our illusions. This is why He judge.  And this is also why some Christians fall apart at the seams at ordinary times, but cannot stand in the face of calamity.  Their house is built on the sandy false perceptions of God and fall the moment the storm comes, like my friend who lost her husband.  We want God to make nice.  We want Him to fit into our paradigm, our box.  And in just whose box of all the Christians out there, should He fit into? 

The question we need to ask ourselves is, “Am I serving God as He truly is, or in the image that I have made of Him?”  “Have I swept this question under the rug of religious normalcy as all others, or have I wrestled as Jacob with God?  Has He won and confronted me with my name.  The Angel asked Jacob what his name is.  It is not that God did not know what Jacob’s name was, it was that Jacob had to acknowledge his name and the meaning of it.  Evidently it took him wrestling right through the night with God.  And what does Jacob mean?  Deceiver or surplanter.  In another chapter in Isaiah, God says, Oh Jacob, thou worm. 

We hear the following spoken over Jacob.

Genesis 32: 28

28 And he said, Thy name shall be called no more Jacob, but Israel: for as a prince hast thou power with God and with men, and hast prevailed.

As a prince he has power with God.  It took him wrestling with God to have as a prince power with God, which speaks of favor and authority.  But what did it take?  And so Jacob left with a new name.  Israel, meaning “he has prevailed with God” or “He shall rule as God”.  Have you wrestled with God?  Do you have the limp as He touched your side, your side that resembles your strength?  Has he crippled you?  That limp in Jacob’s walk will forever remind him that there is One greater who spared his life.  He is not His equal, but a worm.  And God, is God.  Make no mistake about this.  This is the issue of the last days. 

God is fitting us now and building our characters to be able to stand in the coming holocaust of this world.  That when the hour comes, and it is very soon, our view of Him will not collapse, because we have allowed Him to be God as He in fact is in our lives, and not in our own image.  Now is the time to devastate us. We need to anticipate what is soon coming.  Just because we know what is coming does not constitute that we are ready for what is coming.    We will either find ourselves in apostolicity or in apostasy.   Either in our faith or more and more compromising.  And how we view God lies at the heart of it.  And it is at this time that we ought to be in our inner chamber allowing Him to search our heart and willingly allow Him to confront us with this issue.  As He asked Peter, “Who do you say I am?”  And once Peter told Him, He replied, “Flesh and blood did not reveal this to you, but the Spirit”.  Is your image of God based only on your correct doctrine or does it include His dealings with you?  And equally important, have you set the limit to those dealings?  Willing subconsciously that He may take your husband, but not your child.  Willing subconsciously that He may take your job, but not your house?  Willing to lose and forsake your friends, but not rack your body with sickness?  Please do not think I am saying we never have a say or part in our sufferings.  Sin opens doors and Father disciplines as well.  But what if it is not discipline, but a demonstration of who He is?  As is all His dealings with us.  Can God be God as He in fact is in your life or have you subconsciously determined the boundaries of His full expression of who He is, in your life?  Look at the cross.  The cross is the full expression of who He is – judgment and mercy. 

Are you celebrating your security and peace in the Lord, how your marriage is good and all is going relative well?  I think that is exactly where Job was.  And still God had an issue with how Job saw himself and God.  He had security with the hedge of protection around his life, but when that security was taken away, he was instantly confronted with who he is, and who God is.  Do we know Him as that?

God does not see as we see.  Our whole view of justice and responsibility is very different from His.  As my mentor Art Katz says, “Suffering reveals and ultimate suffering reveals ultimately”.  This is the place Job was brought to.  And how tragic it is to have suffered ultimately, like the Jews, and have not seen ultimately, which is the failure to understand the intention of God in His dealings.  How much more for us in our consideration of the cross and His dealings with us?  We attribute these dealings and suffering coming from man or even the enemy, when we should understand that it is coming from the hand of God.  To say it was Hitler is much easier than to say it was God. 

Nothing of this will make sense if we do not see this in the way that God sees it, which is an eternal perspective.  Art also says, “If the fire of the gas chambers will save us from the eternal fires of judgment, it has an eternal perspective”.  In the context of time itself it will not have its full meaning.  And God is eternal.  And so, in His dealings with us, eternity is at stake.  It will be an eternal loss if we do not get it in the here and now.

God has an issue with our perception and view of Him. At the heart of it lies that we want a God of our choosing.  At the heart is our pride.  Like Job, Jacob and many more, He has to bring us to nothing, to ashes, so that we may as a prince have power with God.  We serve an ultimate God that cannot be defined on the basis of our own understanding, but only on His terms.  To be dealt with by God in this manner is know Him as He is, as He intended, and central to this is the holocaust of the Son of Man on the cross.

Hebrews 12: 25 - 29

25 See that ye refuse not him that speaketh. For if they escaped not who refused him that spake on earth, much more shall not we escape, if we turn away from him that speaketh from heaven:

26 Whose voice then shook the earth: but now he hath promised, saying, Yet once more I shake not the earth only, but also heaven.

27 And this word, Yet once more, signifieth the removing of those things that are shaken, as of things that are made, that those things which cannot be shaken may remain.

28 Wherefore we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved, let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear:

29 For our God is a consuming fire.

Psalm 103

Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.

Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:

Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;

Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;

Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.

The Lord executeth righteousness and judgment for all that are oppressed.

He made known his ways unto Moses, his acts unto the children of Israel.

The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy.

He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever.

10 He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.

11 For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him.

12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.

13 Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him.

14 For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.

15 As for man, his days are as grass: as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth.

16 For the wind passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no more.

17 But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, and his righteousness unto children's children;

18 To such as keep his covenant, and to those that remember his commandments to do them.

19 The Lord hath prepared his throne in the heavens; and his kingdom ruleth over all.

20 Bless the Lord, ye his angels, that excel in strength, that do his commandments, hearkening unto the voice of his word.

21 Bless ye the Lord, all ye his hosts; ye ministers of his, that do his pleasure.

22 Bless the Lord, all his works in all places of his dominion: bless the Lord, O my soul.