In Genesis we read the account of
Jacob that worked for Rachel 7 years only to find on the wedding night that it
was Leah given to him. He then had to
work another 7 years to fulfill Rachel’s week.
From out of these two woman are birthed Israel and Judah. Israel, not the country, but the chosen ones
and Judah from which we get the name Jew.
These are the ten southern tribes scattered right through the earth and
the two northern tribes now in the country Israel. You will have to excuse me for not going into all the
details of who is really a Jew or the Zionist etc…this is not what this post is
about and discussing that would deviate from what the Most High wants to say to
us.
These two woman, Leah and Rachel,
bore the chosen people of the Most High, of which Jacob
is a type and shadow of Yeshua who will come for His bride as depict in this
scripture. This is also why Paul’s
message was that the two shall become one and why there is no more Jew or
Gentile in Yeshua. There are many ways
that Father describes His people. We
find for example in my previous post, "Precious Gemstones" , in which He refers to
His children as precious gems. Also we
read that we are trees, or a wheat, barley or grape harvests. We
are also called fish, being fishers of men.
I am sure there are many more.
But for this devotional the focus is sheep. The
Gentiles are the lost sheep and Judah the sheep that went astray. Yeshua mentions this in Matthew 18.
Matthew 18: 11 - 14
11 For
the Son of man is come to save that which was lost.
12 How
think ye? if a man have an hundred sheep, and one of them be gone astray, doth
he not leave the ninety and nine, and goeth into the mountains, and seeketh
that which is gone astray?
13 And
if so be that he find it, verily I say unto you, he rejoiceth more of that
sheep, than of the ninety and nine which went not astray.
14 Even
so it is not the will of your Father which is in heaven, that one of these
little ones should perish.
I had a dream a few years ago that
illustrates this parable Yeshua told. I
was in an open field doing shopping.
There were no walls. This is
obviously a time during the tribulation when money is still available. The next moment a tsunami came from the left
side of me. I saw a great amount of
people running for their lives and also dying in these enormous waves. The next moment my friend was standing next
to me being highly pregnant. She is not
pregnant and her husband died just before this dream. She was dressed in white. The next moment her husband was standing next
to us. His name is Alex and it means Kinsman
Redeemer. Reminds you of anyone? Anyway, as we were standing there another tsunami
came from the right. I told them we
better get to higher ground. We were
running and Alex took out a compass looking for the best place to go in order
to be safe. He told us to turn onto a
road that led to a very high steep hill.
My friend had great difficulty to go up being pregnant and I was helping
her. When we got to the top, we had a
code to go into a place already prepared for us. A place of rest because there were beds all
around. Then Alex told me that he was
going down again, because there may be others that are struggling and he needs
to go and help them.
End of dream.
In this dream my friend resembles the
left behind church that the workers will help to reach Mount Zion. They are the lost sheep, the 99. Alex, the Kinsman Redeemer goes back down for
the sheep that went astray, Judah or the 1.
The tsunamis speak of two time periods of destruction, just like Jacob
had to work two sets of weeks.
Here in both Yeshua’s parable and the
dream He gave me, we see His heart for the lost and those that went astray. We read in John 10 the following…
John 10: 11
11 I am the good
shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.
Both Leah and Rachel had servants.
Leah’s handmaid was Zilpah and Rachel’s handmaid was Bilhah. These two woman were actually the
half-sisters of Leah and Rachel.
Genesis 30: 9
9 When Leah saw
that she had left bearing, she took Zilpah her maid, and gave her Jacob to
wife.
Genesis 35: 22
22 And it came to
pass, when Israel dwelt in that land, that Reuben went and lay with Bilhah his
father's concubine: and Israel heard it. Now the sons of Jacob were twelve:
As you can see that both these woman,
Zilpah and Bilhah, played a very important role in the forming of the tribes of
Israel and Judah. They were not only
midwives, but also given in marriage. We
cannot ignore who they are. Could it be that being given in marriage and
being concubines, they serve as a type and shadow of the workers that will
bring in the lost sheep, the Left behind or 99, and the one that strayed, which
would be Judah? They were given in
marriage only later, but were responsible to bear children for Jacob.
The reason why I am mentioning these
woman is because the two things they have in common is Jacob, who is a type and
shadow of Yeshua coming for His bride, and the bearing of children. The whole of the Word of God is about the
Sons and Daughters of God. I have also recently given a word from Father saying
that He is about to release the midwives, which is the workers, or
servants. Just like in the dream He gave
me to assist with the birth of the 99 sheep, whom my pregnant friend
resembled.
You will also remember that Father
gave me a word called, “Bring My Little Ones Home”. This word was about the children that are
being used as sex slaves and those being trafficked. Since then He has confirmed to me that this
will be my assignment in this time to come.
To be a mother for little ones, not just physically, but also
spiritually. When I thought about it, I
realized that in essence the workers that will go out will all be
missionaries. That is what missionaries
are. They are sent ones. Sent to proclaim the gospel of the Good News,
and to make disciples. This is in fact
to mother and father children all over the world wherever He may send us. Just like He sent His Son to bring many sons
and daughters to the Most High, so the Most High will now send many sons and
daughters to find the lost sheep and those that went astray. The reality is that some will be sheep and
some will be lambs. In John 21 Yeshua
tells Peter to feed His lambs and then He tells him to feed His sheep. The lambs according to the Strong’s
Concordance refers to those who are weak and drinking milk, and that has to be
carried. This to be carried is not just
in protection, but it denotes using the strong arm to sow. They also refer to little ones, not just in stature but also in quatity. A small group. These are the remnant of Judah that will flee into the desert. The sheep refers to those who are older and
are well stricken, which speaks of tribulation. Peter's ministry was to the Jews, the Lambs. Paul's ministry was again to the Gentiles, the lost sheep. Paul is a type and shadow of Christ. This is why Yeshua said that He has come for the lost sheep of Israel. The reality is that there will be newborns, those who will be redeemed
for the first time, and there will be His children that were left behind during the
tribulation, due to not being ready for His return. This is true both
physically and spiritually. I know that
it is a controversial subject concerning children being taken first, but as far
as I can see, only the children of the redeemed are sanctified up to a certain
age. To try and figure out what this age
is, is in my opinion futile because He alone knows, considering all
circumstances, who are to be held accountable for not choosing Him at a certain
time. We cannot be the judge of
that. However, the reality is that there
will still be children here during the tribulation as people will even eat
their children and we also have promises from the Lord of how He will care for
those with young during this time.
Right through the Word we find from
the Old Testament to the New Testament references to shepherds that the Lord
God has given over His people. All these
shepherds given by Him stands under the Good Shepherd, Yeshua. Yeshua tells us in John 10 not only that His
sheep knows His voice, but He lets us know that He is not as a hireling that
runs away the moment there is danger, but like the Kinsman Redeemer in my
dream, He goes back to lay down His life.
John 10: 15 - 18
15 As
the Father knoweth me, even so know I the Father: and I lay down my life for
the sheep.
16 And
other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I must bring, and
they shall hear my voice; and there shall be one fold, and one shepherd.
17 Therefore
doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again.
18 No
man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it
down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my
Father.
He is the Lamb slain before the foundation of the
earth. In response to the Father as to
whom He will send, Yeshua agreed with the Father as to the cost. Not only the cost in leaving His heavenly
abode and the union He enjoyed with the Father, but also the power given from
the Father to lay His life down or take it up.
Yeshua made His choice. He would
lay His life down. He is the Patterned
Son, our Forerunner and the Good Shepherd who laid His life down for His
sheep. As the Good Shepherd He has prepared the
shepherds that He will send out to feed His sheep, those left behind. This means that they themselves have been
through a great deal to prepare them for the time ahead. The word feed has many meanings, but the most
relevant meaning is to shepherd. Right
through the Word in the different context used, feed means to shepherd. To the shepherds sent out a flock will be
given that we will have to tend to and just like the Good Shepherd, we will be
given power to either take up our lives or lay it down. This is different to laying your life down in
holiness. Here Yeshua was making it
clear that He meant His physical life.
Isaiah 40: 11
11 He
shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm,
and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young.
Many of us in bravado say, “Yes Lord, I will lay my
life down for You”. But you will note
that the issue is not whether you will lay your life down for Him. This is the prerequisite for being a chosen
Shepherd. The question is, “Will you lay
your life down for your flock?” Quite a
different story, For Him we are willing
to do anything, but for the rebellious, angry, persecuting ones who rejected
Him and will in turn reject us and persecute us as we are warned that brother
will turn against brother and children against their Father. To this we are reminded that whilst we were
the enemies of God, He died for us. Not
the friends and Lovers of God, but His enemies.
Yeshua said that the servant, think Zilpah and Bilhah, are not greater
than their master. He said that just as
He was persecuted, so will we.
I had a horrible argument with my daughter the other
day that just left me so angry. It was
not my best moment, but I now, like all the other times, know that it was
divinely allowed for His glory. I asked
Him who I am to be angry with. With my
daughter for what she did, for my reaction to her, for the enemy and how he
came to bring destruction, or at Him for allowing it? Gently, yet sternly He turned me to face the
wheat field I was standing at. Within
this field, one who is not sown in, there was all manner of plants
growing. Apart from wheat, there were
about three different kinds of plants of what I could see. He said to me, “Such is the world that I
love. I love the whole world, not just the
wheat”. By this He was saying that He
loves the lost and not just those that are living lukewarm lives. And then He said to me, “The question is not
to whom you need to be angry at. The
question is, “What is My will?” Right then He showed me a vision of Him on the
cross looking down on, not to His beloved disciples, but those who mocked,
jeered at, spat at him and maliciously persecuted him. To them He said in that moment of extreme
agony and complete devastation, “Father, forgive them, they know not what they
do”. It is not just that He died for them, but how
He died for them. With love. What kind of love is this that dies for the
ones that crucifies Him? The same love
that caused Richard Wurmbrandt after being beaten under His feet with rods for
years, causing it to become a pulp, confronted by the prison guard with the
words, “Why do you still pray? Don’t you
realize by now after all these years that no one is coming for you? That your God is not going to save you?” To which Richard replied standing on his
knees, “I was not praying for me, I was praying for you”. It is that love that transcends human
understanding. This is also why Father
told me a few years back that I do not know what I am asking by wanting to be
filled with that kind of love. To which
He replied, “No one has greater love than he who lays his life down for his
friends”. This is the love of the Good
Shepherd that will be vital in the time to come. The love of a mother and father that will lay
their life down for their own. Do we not
have rebellious children in the natural?
Do we not love those who have not received Him as their Messiah within
our households?
John 3: 16 – 17
16 For
God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever
believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17 For
God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world
through him might be saved.
As I mentioned before, there will be lambs and sheep. The lambs being the newly born and the sheep
who have had a relationship with the Good Shepherd that we will have to feed. In the natural there will be babies and young children
and there will be grown men and woman.
The shepherds sent out for this time, will come for the lost and those
that were left-behind as the Luke warm Church.
In scripture prophetically, the book of Luke refers to the Bride of
Christ, Mark refers to the left-behind Church and Matthew to Judah. It is from the company of Luke that He will
send out His missionaries, those who will assist with Christ, of which Paul is
also a type and shadow. Luke was not one
of the original 12 Apostles, a Gentile and a physician, accompanying Paul on
his missionary journeys. A dear friend
of mine brought this to my attention that being a physician holds hands with
the midwives being sent out. He was one
of the 70 sent out by Yeshua and also significant is that he wrote the book of
Acts, which is the type and shadow of the time we are to enter in very
soon. Luke died as a martyr, reportedly
hanging from an Olive tree…the wild olive being grafted into the Olive Tree of
God.
I do not suppose that when it was time for the Apostles to lay
their lives down that they struggled. I
suspect that just like Yeshua, they had a Gethsemané moment where the decision
was made before the act. That they, just
like Him, even though knowing all His life that He would die on the cross, was
still confronted in Gethsemané with a choice.
To drink the cup of suffering. If
He in that moment endured such agony in the garden, who are we take this choice
lightly. The Apostles all died as
martyrs except John. They laid their
lives down remembering the precious words of Yeshua.
John 12: 23 - 26
23 And Jesus answered them, saying, The hour is come,
that the Son of man should be glorified.
24 Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat
fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth
forth much fruit.
25 He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that
hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.
26 If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I
am, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father
honour.
Why did Yeshua die? To
bring forth much fruit, which is to say, souls.
To bring many sons and daughters unto the Father. For this very reason the Apostles laid their
lives down too. For love is the
fulfillment of the law. Not only that we
love the Lord God with all our heart, mind and strength, but also that we love
our neighbor as ourselves. This is exactly
what Yeshua did here on earth. He came
to fulfill the law by how He lived in loving the Father and by how He died for
the lost. I am reminded that the same
words spoken in verse 23 was also spoken by Yeshua the moment Judas got up from
the table to betray Him the night they shared the Passover meal. I might add
here too that this was after He washed their feet and served them.
John 13: 30 - 32
30 He
then having received the sop went immediately out: and it was night.
31 Therefore,
when he was gone out, Jesus said, Now is the Son of man glorified, and God is
glorified in him.
32 If
God be glorified in him, God shall also glorify him in himself, and shall
straightway glorify him.
In both these examples, His death is His glorification and in His
death, the Father is glorified. Why
would the Father be glorified in His own Son’s death? Because it brings us right back to John 3:
16. The expression of His love is the
death of His Son. Just like He sent the
Good Shepherd, He will send His shepherds in this end time. Just like He sent His Son, so He will send
His sons and daughters. Paul says in
Hebrews of Yeshua…
Hebrews 1: 3
3 Who being the brightness of his
glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the
word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the
right hand of the Majesty on high:
When you read this scripture
carefully, the verse is saying that Yeshua is the brightness of the Most High’s
glory and the express image of His person, WHEN he had by himself purged our
sins…
In Romans 8 we read that the whole of
creation is groaning and waiting in anticipation of the manifestation of the
Sons and Daughters of the Most High. I
now realize that as His Sons and Daughters to be the manifestation of His glory
is not just the removal of this flesh, but in actual fact, just like the Patterned Son, the laying down of our lives, thereby showing the world the love
of the Father, which is His glory and the express image of His person. For God is love. This is also why Paul ends Romans 8 with the
following words…
Romans 8: 35 – 39
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall
tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or
sword?
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the
day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors
through him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor
angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall
be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
As I was talking over the calling
Father showed me for this time, I had a very real fear, knowing my weakness and
frailty, that I may disappoint Him. I
realized that He was giving me the responsibility to mother children that will
have gone through some terrible things and times, and that my daughter has been
His provision for me in this time to prepare me. My prayer was, “Lord, what if in my weakness
when pushed too far, I hurt them with a quick answer, or biting retort? What if
I fail you Father! I do not want to
bring you chipped or scratched gemstones!”
His words to me was, “It is not your ability you need to look at, but
rather it is about your ability to yield to Me to love them through you.” To this I replied, “But Father, what if I
fail you in that too?” And He ever so
gently said, “I am able to keep you in all things.” At this Father led me to Psalm 23. Our beloved Psalm that so adequately
describes how He looks after His sheep.
How He has looked after me in all my life. Every single verse a testimony of how He
looks after us. He impressed it upon my
heart that this is still how He will keep His Sons and Daughters as He has
always done. But even more so He
impressed upon my heart that so am I as the shepherd of the lambs to do for
those He will give me. Every single
verse applies to how we as the sent shepherds are to feed the lambs or sheep as
He told Peter in John 21. Peter, do you
love Me? Then feed My sheep. I am reminded that love is not a feeling
only. It is an act and the greatest
expression of love is to lay your life down.
I would like to read a quote from Amy Carmichael's authobiography. She was a missionary in India who saved a thousand children sold as temple prostitutes to the Hindu gods. Father gave her a word in a time of prayer when she was crying out for wisdom to Him as to how to look after these precious lambs.
"These children are dear to Me. Be a mother to them, and more than a mother. Watch over them tenderly, be just and kind. If thy heart is not large enough to embrace them, I will enlarge it after the pattern of My own. If these young children are docile and obedient, bless Me for it, if they are froward, call upon Me for help; if they weary thee, I will be thy consolation; if thou sink under thy burden, I will be thy Reward."
These words are followed in her book by a picture that she painted of the Shepherd, reaching for a lamb while a vulture hovers overhead.
This makes also complete sense why
Peter had the following to say to the elders, which were the shepherds of
the church in his epistles.
1 Peter 5: 1 - 4
1The elders which are among you I
exhort, who am also an elder, and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, and
also a partaker of the glory that shall be revealed:
2 Feed the flock of God which is
among you, taking the oversight thereof, not by constraint, but willingly; not
for filthy lucre, but of a ready mind;
3 Neither as being lords over God's
heritage, but being examples to the flock.
4 And when the chief Shepherd shall
appear, ye shall receive a crown of glory that fadeth not away.
At that I want to encourage you all
that many of you have older children and family members that are not ready for
His return. You have prayed many years
now and have cried so much before Him for their salvation. Yes, they do have a choice and will be held
accountable. But He will not abandon
them. He is sending His shepherds, His Sons and Daughters as an answer to your
prayers.
Psalm 126: 5 - 6
5 They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.
6 He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall
doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him.
Father showed me when I prayed for my daughter that these tears that are in the shape of seed, are actually seed that are sown and there will be a great harvest. He says that our walls are
continually before Him. As watchman of our
homes we have stood upon the family walls of our lives and we have not only
cried out to them that the time is at hand, but we have cried out to Him for
their salvation. He is about to send out
His shepherds, His midwives, His Sons and Daughters for a world that is lost and
that has forsaken Him. Once again the
Father will be glorified, not only in the life they live, not only in the death
they will die, but in bringing many sons and daughters home. This life on earth has been all preparation
to bring His beloved children back home.
I suspect that not only will mothers and fathers be sent out in this
time, but also those who are of lesser maturity in the spirit with regard to
their growth. These too will be sent out
as they in their willingness to abandon all have had not reached yet that point
in the process of sanctification, but will lay their lives down in service to
the Most High. He knows the desire of
those who long to go out and be sent. I
believe John is addressing these various states of maturity.
1 John 2: 13 - 14
13 I write unto you, fathers, because ye have known him
that is from the beginning. I write unto you, young men, because ye have
overcome the wicked one. I write unto you, little children, because ye have
known the Father.
14 I have written unto you, fathers, because ye have
known him that is from the beginning. I have written unto you, young men,
because ye are strong, and the word of God abideth in you, and ye have overcome
the wicked one.
Genesis 33 is a type and shadow of
the end of the age where Jacob returns to his homeland meeting Esau
halfway. We read the following…
Genesis 33: 1 - 2
1And Jacob lifted up his eyes, and looked, and, behold,
Esau came, and with him four hundred men. And he divided the children unto
Leah, and unto Rachel, and unto the two handmaids.
2 And
he put the handmaids and their children foremost, and Leah and her children
after, and Rachel and Joseph hindermost.
5 And
Esau lifted up his eyes, and saw the women and the children; and said, Who are
those with thee? And he said, The children which God hath graciously given thy
servant.
6 Then
the handmaidens came near, they and their children, and they bowed themselves.
7 And
Leah also with her children came near, and bowed themselves: and after came
Joseph near and Rachel, and they bowed themselves.
8 And
he said, What meanest thou by all this drove which I met? And he said, These
are to find grace in the sight of my lord.
In Isaiah 49 we read of how He
comforts Israel with the knowledge that He will look after her children.
Isaiah 49: 13 – 23
13 Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O
earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the Lord hath comforted his people, and
will have mercy upon his afflicted.
14 But Zion said, The Lord hath forsaken me, and my Lord
hath forgotten me.
15 Can a woman forget her sucking
child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they
may forget, yet will I not forget thee.
16 Behold, I have graven thee upon
the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me.
17 Thy children shall make haste; thy
destroyers and they that made thee waste shall go forth of thee.
18 Lift up thine eyes round about,
and behold: all these gather themselves together, and come to thee. As I live,
saith the Lord, thou shalt
surely clothe thee with them all, as with an ornament, and bind them on thee,
as a bride doeth.
19 For thy waste and thy desolate
places, and the land of thy destruction, shall even now be too narrow by reason
of the inhabitants, and they that swallowed thee up shall be far away.
20 The children which thou shalt
have, after thou hast lost the other, shall say again in thine ears, The place
is too strait for me: give place to me that I may dwell.
21 Then shalt thou say in thine
heart, Who hath begotten me these, seeing I have lost my children, and am
desolate, a captive, and removing to and fro? And who hath brought up these?
Behold, I was left alone; these, where had they been?
22 Thus saith the Lord God, Behold, I will lift up mine hand to
the Gentiles, and set up my standard to the people: and they shall bring thy
sons in their arms, and thy daughters shall be carried upon their shoulders.
23 And kings shall be thy nursing
fathers, and their queens thy nursing mothers: they shall bow down to thee with
their face toward the earth, and lick up the dust of thy feet; and thou shalt
know that I am the Lord: for
they shall not be ashamed that wait for me.
And then in Isaiah 61 we once again here the purpose of this call and
the baptism of His Spirit again on those He will send out in this time, just as
in the days of the Apostles in the book of Acts. Just like He poured out His Spirit on His Son to Sheperd His flock and to also die for them, so once again He will pour His Spirit on His Sons and Daughters again.
Isaiah 61
1The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the
meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the
captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all
that mourn;
3 To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto
them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for
the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the
planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.
4 And they shall build the old wastes, they shall raise
up the former desolations, and they shall repair the waste cities, the
desolations of many generations.
5 And strangers shall stand and feed your flocks, and
the sons of the alien shall be your plowmen and your vinedressers.
6 But ye shall be named the Priests of the Lord: men shall call you the Ministers of our God: ye
shall eat the riches of the Gentiles, and in their glory shall ye boast
yourselves.
7 For your shame ye shall have double; and for confusion
they shall rejoice in their portion: therefore in their land they shall possess
the double: everlasting joy shall be unto them.
8 For I the Lord love judgment, I hate robbery for burnt
offering; and I will direct their work in truth, and I will make an everlasting
covenant with them.
9 And their seed shall be known among the Gentiles, and
their offspring among the people: all that see them shall acknowledge them,
that they are the seed which the Lord hath blessed.
10 I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath
clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of
righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride
adorneth herself with her jewels.
11 For as the earth bringeth forth her bud, and as the
garden causeth the things that are sown in it to spring forth; so the
Lord God will cause righteousness and praise to spring
forth before all the nations.